Today was a bit melancholy. "The Darjeelng Limited" is like a magical, muddled up song stuck in my head, the kind that drives you crazy till you're all shook up, and the only cure is to listen to it over and over again until your brain can let it go. Sometimes, when I see a beautiful movie, while it fills me up and makes me glow it also makes me sad, because all I want is to live inside it, forever. But there are trains to run for and groceries to be bought and noise and traffic and lines and and jabbing elbows and angry stares and headaches and homework and real, ugly life getting in the way of everything. I just want things to be simple and soft and beautiful, always. If only, if only.
